Monday, March 06, 2006

Sometimes I just wish I could read people's mind. Just wish. Maybe if I could, then things would be better and more revealing. But apparently, I cannot. No one can.

People always say must cheer up, be happy. Sometimes is not that easy. Anyway trying is better. (: But to tell you the truth, sometimes I don't understand the world. Giant sigh.

Anyway, I know why seniors used to hate juniors. I finally felt it today. It's the kind of feeling that you can just say ARGH! That kind. Or just super duper irratated. But come to think that I'm going to be with them for the next two years, maybe I should leave more good memories instead of bad. So my days in band are more treasured.

Today the day is very bad. I don't know how to say how I feel. But its the kind of feeling that I just want to die. But.... I know I can't. Life is not just about her. She's not the only ONE. But its very sad to see something. Its like trying to find a missing puzzle. Sigh.